5/29/2012
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I love her, but I don’t like her very much right now…
>.<
Wish I was in a mood where I could get some writing done.
5/29/2012
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I love her, but I don’t like her very much right now…
>.<
Wish I was in a mood where I could get some writing done.
5/24/2012
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ennead13x replied to your post: gonnamakeyouintoshoes replied to your post: I’m…
You are not alone. I actively avoid Endverse like the Croatoan plague. Black Swans is actually not bad though. It’s like…rebuilding fic, not quite the devestation of post-Apoc.
narwhalmeg replied to your post: gonnamakeyouintoshoes replied to your post: I’m…
it’s really not completely terrible i mean i don’t read post-apocalypse ‘verses either but this was recced so many times i broke down and read it, but it’s really not as bad as others. i still had to skip a few parts though
Yeah, but the world is in shambles. ;_; I’ve started reading it probably three times and I just can’t get past it. I don’t see how there could possibly be a happy ending and I’m not good with “hopeful” endings. *possible spoilers for the fic because it’s been a while and most of my info is what I’ve gathered from comments at the end and trying to spoil myself for it* And there’s also Gabriel being pretty much powerless. I can’t remember if that’s actually a part of the fic (at this point I might mix things up with the one fic where Gabriel and Castiel are fallen which is another I can’t read because fallen!angels — especially fallen!Gabriel — is much too depressing). SO SAD, I CAN’T EVEN.
Basically I just need the entire fic spoiled for/told to me. LOL. What’s funny about it is that my friend, who only really reads Sam/Gabriel now when I write it, has read it. She read it when I was actually excited over it (I was so excited to see a Sam/Gabriel fic for Big Bang) and still can’t believe there’s a Sam/Gabriel fic out there that she’s read and I haven’t. LOL.
gonnamakeyouintoshoes replied to your post: I’m such a bad Sabriel shipper…
Wow, I am literally the exact same way. I just can’t get into it at ALL.
OMG,;-; I’m so glad I’m not alone! My issue is with apocafic. I am very uncomfortable reading post-Apocalyptic fic where the world is damaged and whatnot. I also don’t read any 2014(?)-‘verse type fics for that reason (and that most of them are Destiel)…
Thank you for replying and letting me know I’m not the only one who can’t read it. Even though it’s probably for way different reasons, lol. There are quite a few Sam/Gabriel fics out there I can’t bring myself to read…
I’m such a bad Sabriel shipper…
Saw Black Swans rec’d again. Jeez, I wish I could bring myself to read it. ;_;

Bad self. Bad. Don’t mind me and my embarrassment…
I missed tumblr and the sabriel tag so bad…
When I went to Michigan, I missed 2 episodes of SPN, so when I finally got back I couldn’t go on tumblr or livejournal (had to avoid the spoilers). But got caught up and got to watch the finale on Friday so that was coolness…
Now y’all need to motivate me to get writing again. That fic I’d been posting about before I left (jeez, feels like forever ago now) is at ~6500 words and NOT FINISHED YET. I’m really hoping to finish it before sign ups for Sabriel mini bang because I have a different fic idea I plan to write for that. :D
First time fic is hard, btw. Like, extremely difficult. How does one bring characters together? IDEK.
Sam, stop being oblivious… Gabriel, start being more forward. Dean, stop trying to help; you’re just making things worse. Castiel… continue not being in the story too much because there is no Destiel to be had.
I realized it’s stupid to randomly choose one of my followers because I don’t even know who’s still active or not, I decided to do this properly and the usual way~
So, to celebrate 100 followers (sshhht, it’s a lot for me, okay xD) I will randomly choose one person who likes and/or reblogs this post within the next 7 days AND is following my art blog.
This person will then be messaged (make sure your askbox is open!) and will be able to request one free coloured sketch of 1 or 2 characters of their choice~ (needs to be worksafe, though. no porn, no gore, no violence etc) the final picture will look something like the examples above. I don’t do backgrounds for this one, though. (it doesn’t have to be SPN related of course, I just don’t have any other examples and since half my blog is about SPN anyway I guess this must be what most people are here for xD)
In short:
- this ends on May 4th 2012 midnight CET
- follow my art blog (feel free to unfollow after the event but since this giveaway exists only because of my followers, it’d feel wrong to accept entries of people who don’t follow me xD if that makes any sense)
- reblog and/or like this post
- only ONE reblog per person or your entry will be ignored
- the winner will be chosen at random by some generator thingy (still need to figure that one out lol)
- if you receive a message from me telling you that you’ve won the giveaway, request a coloured sketch of 1 or 2 of your favourite characters, wait for me to draw it for you, BE HAPPY
- if I haven’t heard from you 48 hours after I sent you a message, a new winner will be chosen
I’m trying very hard to not feel stupid about putting any effort into this sketch giveaway right now because I’m kind of afraid only 2 people might actually be interested in it xDDD ahaha self-conscious much y/y
…. /publish ヽ(゚Д゚)ノ
/runs off
5/1/2012
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I actually capped these frames to make a snarky little gif set stating that context slept with my mother so I promptly kicked it out the door and told it to never call me again. But I lost all will to be silly as I edited the gifs, watching Dean’s face frame by frame as it dawned on him just how much Sam is in his head and knows even these dumb little facts. Sam knows how Dean’s brain works and it throws him off balance for a moment. He’s made it his job, his life to protect the kid and knows so much about him. But it still, after all this time, shocks him sometimes that their bond is a two-way street. And I know I’m reading too much in to this [story of my life], but it reminds me of AHBLP2 when Sam says it’s his job too and that there’s nothing he wouldn’t do for him, or in Flesh Blood when Sam says he’s been studying Dean since he was 4 and knows him better than anyone else in the entire world, how Dean’s smug expression falters and shatters when he lets Sam’s words sink in. How there is always a gnawing voice in Dean’s head saying that he doesn’t mean as much to Sam as Sam means to him [they don’t need you, not like you need them][sooner or later everybody’s gonna leave me], that he doesn’t think he deserves to be loved like that because he’s 90% crap. And so seeing that Sam has filed away even a dumb little fact like what movie Dean would like to be made in to reality as an important bit of information that should be remembered, Dean is thrown. For just a moment, only until he glues back together his mask and makes a small joke and walks away.
(via 4gottendaughter)
Have you ever been really angry with someone, but you told them you weren’t and that everything was fine, so you have to just bottle it up and pretend like everything is cool and whatever when really you’re unbelievably hurt?
(via sixgunsound)